I feel stifled.
Down right repressed.
My hands feel like they are tied and I am useless.
My vison, my plans, my burden is right in front of me. Yet I can do nothing.
So I sit paralyzed.
Doing nothing.
I am not sure if it is complacency.
Fear.
Depression.
But here I sit.
And it SUCKS.
Jeremy? Beth? Just read this tonight, after seeing you today. Praying, praying for you to see God in your circumstances, to feel Him in your floundering, to hear Him in the silences. He understands when we struggle. He knows, He cares, and He is the answer.
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